It scares me. Although I am told I am a good driver I have yet to feel that confidence when faced with the elements. I tense up so horribly that my body literally aches afterwards. I see the car slipping and sliding. Me crashing, others crashing into me and I panic that somehow I'm gonna move wrong and before I know it I've lost control of the car. That and there is the case of the crazy drivers that surround me.
Who knows what they are going to do. It's just one big mess waiting to happen. God help me. I'll work, ride, mend fence, shovel snow, and dance in the rain but drive... No thank you.
Yet somehow I always get stuck being the one to drive. I look forward to the day someone else says "I'll drive". Hopefully that day comes sooner than later and my nerves won't be completely shot before then. Until then I'll keep muddling through as there really is no way around it. I like to do things. Get out and see people.
I'm social. Dang it.
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